so fast 2005 is coming to the end..


major decision made in this yr


+choosing nursing as my future career


+moving my house to yew tee


+being together with WiLL



new yr resolutions

+getting better result


+hohoho world peace


+everybody i noe to be save and healthy

happy new year!!

slept veri late this few day and my darkring were so obvious!! look so ugly!! i felt kinda gulity cox i didnt spend any of my holiday studying!! not even doing my e-learning.. so lazy!!



have a wonderful dinner wif WiLL jus now.. went back to my old house there to eat our fav chicken wing!! heexheex both of us were so hungry and we eat a total of 5 chicken wing.. yummy!!


today is my elder sis birthday!! both my sis and her bf went to eat California pizza wifout me.. so sad case!! this is wat i sacrifice for today dinner wif WiLL..


den when i reached home my sis was baking brownie.. but by the time i reached home it was already in the oven so i miss the baking process again.. T_T

baking in process

waiting in process

cooling in process

eating in process

ytd was a memorable nitex for both of us.. spending our first xmas together and wif Din family!! took bus 14 down town and hab our dinner.. after our delicious dinner Din son wanted to buy the snow spray and Din bought the first 6bottles!! so all of us started spraying at the stranger but i didnt really spray cause i dun dare =.=" yup wif all the kids ard, 6bottles were not enough and there go the next 6 and the next and the mext 6 and a total of 24bottles!!



i was veri happy
WiLL was also veri happy
Din whole family was happy too
all of us really enjoys our xmas eve!!

hmmm i am slacking for the past few day!! i think i should spent sumtime studying.. heexheex but but one of my friends Eve lend mi VCD so i think i should finish watching before starting my study plan.. toking abt my new friend EVE.. hmmmm i should say she is real funny and cute!! hohoho..



my stomach is not feeling well the whole day.. since morning i hab the urge to vomit!! it became worse when i finish eating saka sushi wif my friends.. and kept habing cramp!! =.="



i saw loads of stuff from ebase which i really like.. but i am veri veri veri super duper poor!! dun hab any money to buy any single stuff!! T_T

this whole week i am exhusted!!


WiLL was back on sun morning and i went to the airport to find him.. he will only reached singapore at 1.40am so i kinda waited for veri long.. so sad case -.-" i can feel tat he was veri happy cox it was obviously shown by his facial expression..


den slept for 3hrs and gotta woke up cox need to prepare to move house.. heexheex i find it so interesting!! my brother friends also came down to help up and the lorry was damn big and so retro.. first time in my life i saw this type of lorry!! atfer erverything was done i went down to work.. so can u imagine how tired i am :'(


sumthing interesting happened in btw the nite at my new house.. we decide to save electrial bill so we didnt switch on the air-con and swtich on the fan instead.. while i was sleeping half way i heard a veri loud strange noise and i shouted so loudly till i wake both my sis up.. in the end we realise tat it was some part of the fan tat came out.. the lousy fan!! make me so embarrassed..


here come my two weeks break.. hohoho!!

this week is actually my resting week but WiLL went to hongkong so i hab to help him to look after his shop.. i am exhusted!! -.-" finally he'll be back tml and i really miss him badly..



hmmm will be moving my house this sunday n i'll be sleeping in a new place .. tat's kinda scary!! i will miss my old house cox i lived here for 17yrs..

when out with WiLL on sunday to town and again he bought a top for mi!! i think i must get a big gift for him during X'mas.. haix but i am veri poor!! hopefully i can sell more thing to earn more money.. that nitex was horrible!! i hab a fight with WiLL.. as usual tat was due to my big mouth.. i said sumthing which really make him so angry!! but after all, thing was solved peacfully -.-"



den here come today.. today was my malay ICA presentation!! i was so neavous at the begining cox my pronunciation of all the malay words was terrible and kept asking grace for help.. i kept pronunciating 'baik' as 'boik' -.-"

heexheex but luckily our presentation turn out well.. the lecturer was quite satisfied with our presentation.. the grp before us was damn hillarious!! so fuuny and cute..


tiring day!!

phew!! finally my all test is over and holiday cuming.. from next week onward i can go home early cox most of our lesson are e-leacture.. hohoho!!


haix i am super duper poor now.. gotta paid my school fees soon and my father only gab mi 1000k but my fees is 1070bucks.. which mean i gotta top up the 70bucks myself!! tat mena i will need to use the 100bucks which i got for my attachment to pay it.. and i need to buy my concession soon!! so sad case!! i am broke -.-"


i need money pls drop sum money from the sky!!

first time in my life in this sem we can go home at 2pm!! really a day to celebrate


since i can go home early i went down to my new house.. today sum worker will be here to finish up my room wardrobe and the kitchen.. everything was so beautifully done but my kitchen top mable was not fix yet so is kinda cover with a layer of wood.. hopefully will fix it up tml


here are sum of the pic..

+tat's my room sofa+

+the unfinish kitchen+




+before+

+after+

+living room+




+heexheex tat's my yamaha player n mi+

heeheex went down to find WilL with his birthday cake!! hmmm sum of his friend from the other shop and mi sang him a birthday song and there end the celebration.. i could really feel he is veri happy and touch..


okok here go the picture of my new house










only left wif this two pic cox the rest my sis delete away le.. so sad case!!

when out with my sis to shop for our kitchen applliance at CK Tang.. we bought quite a loads of stuff and i finally got my Lancome eyeliner at 30bucks.. so happy!! but my sister paid for mi first coz i am broke!!


test on wed!! -.-"

haix weekend is over!!



when down to suntec wif WiLl to exchange the t-shirt i hab bought for him cox that time the sale girl got a total wrong design for mi.. i am so blur by not checking!! in the end he exchanged for a cheaper t-shirt and i top up sum money to buy a t-shirt for myself.. den went down town to eat mos burger which i wanted to eat for months!! he bought mi the coke cola bears.. so sweetx of him!!



today sum of the furniture hab delivered to my new house!! my sis took sum picture and my living is damn beautiful.. will post the pic on the other day cox my digit camera low batt..

ok

okok i'm here to make complain!!

my attachment posting is out.. 6weeks of attachment and 2weeks of eaxm in between!! that is crazy rite!! i am moving house soon and tat mean i cant wake up late anymore.. if i'm on morning shift, i gotta wake up at 5am!! -.-" so poor thing

this weekend gonna be bored cause 3tests coming soon so gotte study lo!! haix the motivation of studying is getting lower and lower!! although i noe i'll be out wif WILl tml, i still didnt really study today.. i was jus slacking and sleeping the whole day!! tat's so bad!!

boring week!!


nothing big hab happen except Wii birthday cuming and my clinical test n bioscience test..!! i am afraid tat i hab no time to prepare for WiLl present so this week i am busying getting his present and doing up the card i wanted to gad him.. but i still dun hab enuff money!! -.-" i guess i still hab to save up more money first..


the card i hab made

this are sum of the pic we took on ariel birthday which i am lazy to post on tat day..

a table of good food at ThaiExpress.. yummy!!

the yummy tomato!!

mi and duan

jess and ariel

can see de pattern??

i am short

we are short

haha!! wat a shorty

we!!

she drop her shoe lace

wat a smelly shoe she hab

the hinden mi

wow that's disguesting

my mum is habing fever!! i can comfirm she gonna hab chicken pox.. i dunno this was a good or bad news cox so far i am not infected yet!! so sad case!! -.-"


Mr WilL didnt blame mi for the big mistake i hab done.. felt kinda guilty!!


this week will be the 5th week of sch and my prctical and theory test is cuming!! i am damn scare!!

ytd was really a tire day!! phsically and mentally exhusted..


early in the moring i went down to meet WiLl.. heexheex he finally bring mi down to eat the kallang chicken rice which he always tell mi.. yummy that was really damn delicious!! he odered half a chicken tat was damn loads nehx.. he kinda eat 3/4 of the chicken!! tat was scary!!


den when dowm to meet my deary friends at town to catch a movie life like heaven hmmm kinda funny but is redicious.. den went down PS to eat ThaiExpress!! that was yummy too.. delicious!! when we abt going home Jess friend cum and we took damn loads of cute and funny pic but i am lazy to post it..


ok this are all the happy stuff that happened ytd..


but the are quite a loads of bad stuff happened too!! WilL ask mi to buy 4D for him but i a person who noe nothing abt it.. so there was sum miscommunication and quarrelling between us as i dun really noe how to buy 4D.. so i brought wrongly for him den wat i never thought of really happened!! if i have bought it correctly he'll hab strike the 4D and is at 2nd prize!! i feel so guity and sad!! why i am alway so stupid and blur!! i really felt so sorry for him.. :'(

as usual i am bloogging in my school com lab now!! life was bored and nothing special hab happened.. :(


hmmm weekend cuming and tml i am going out wif my sweetie friends to celebrate ariel birthday!! actually we planned to go escape team park but ariel couldnt make cox she hab to work tml till noon so we decided to go for movie lo.. yup town again!! -.-"


meeting Will tml morning.. yeah!!

yup i didnt blog for the past two week.. the reason behind it was becox i damn busy and habing no chance to use the computer!! first is my sis habing chicken pox and follow by my brother.. so during the past three week i either go down qw to find WiLl or jus wasting my time outside!! even if i reach home i jus got nothing to do!! cant watch SCV n cant online!! the only i did when i reach home is bath and sleep.. so poor thing!! hopefully it will stop at my brother so i can go home early.. or i will hab to go home late every day again!!


but i really treasure the past two weeks cox tis was the period that bring mi and WIll closer!! spending more time together and hanging out watching movie during the weekend, bringing mi out for supper.. i guess is the sweetest i got from from him so far!!


anyway i am still at the drangous zone cox my brother chicken pox hab not fully recover yet.. pray hard for mi tat i will not get it..

so first and one week hab gone!! sch was so busy and the things we study are getting more and more difficult.. kinda worry!!


this week, a loads of thing happened to mi!! happy, sad and terrible stuff which make me feel so bad!! and i told myself i should jus forget abt those bad stuff and think of those happy stuff!! spending my precious time wif Mr Will.. i guess this is the only moment tat make mi feel so happy and relax!!


the new begining of our journey.. hope it will be full of happiness!! >.<


yup gotta go lo going out soon..

i am habing my 3hrs of break now!! so irritating!! gotta wait for 3hrs before my next lesson start.. but no choice i still hab to wait!!


i think this week will be a damn busy week for mi.. tml gotta help my chicken pork sister to teach tuition and thur hab to help Mr Will to look after his shop!! so tring..



this few days was so horrible!! a loads of thing happened to mi.. :(

hmmm nothing much happened to mi this week but busy woking for Mr Will cause he is not free so i hab to help him to look after his shop!!


oh ya ytd sumthing veri stupid happened to mi.. it happened in the toilet!! i bring an apple and a bottle to the toilet.. apple is for washing and bottle for refilling water.. so not wanting my apple to get polluted i put that apple on top of my bottle.. so once i wanna shh shh, the apple drop in to the toilet bowl and the water kinda splash onto my leg!! that's gross!! luckily the water is clear or i'll hab urine slpash onto my leg.. -.-"

ytd mark my last day of attachment!! hmmm kinda miss sum of the patient there!! really miss them.. hopefully they will get well soon and discharge from the hospital..



i found back the umbrella which Mr Will lend it to mi!! i actually lost it!! so today i went back to the place to search.. guess wat??!! the umbrella is still there.. i am so happy!! pp might think i am crazy.. it's jux an umbrella!! but this umbrella mean a loads to Mr Will so i am kinda luck to find it back.. lucly lucky >.<

friday nitex was really a nightmare for me.. i really hate to be caught in this situation!! the feeling suck..


toking abt my hospital attachment was tiring!! but at time u really enjoy it cause it is fulfilling.. there was a patient in my ward was kinda mentally disable and finally on thursday i saw his brother visiting him and he actually told mi, he met an motor car accident when he was young tat y he is now disable.. my tear jus roll down!! it was so sad!!



i hate my lect!! she is so boring!! one more week to go!!

went out with Mr Will today!! went down to our fav place-marina.. shop together and he bought mi a skirt which i like.. so sweet!! >.<





den went to cafe cartal to hab our dinner!! a table of delicious food.. yummy!! hab loads of fun wif him.. we were playing scissor, paper stone!! loser will hab to finish the unfinish food.. ^.^

yup today wa smy last day of attachment at polyclinic.. although it was real bored, i felt i really learn a loads of stuff from the nurses there!! quite a good environment to learn new stuff >.<


next week will be my big day!! attachment at hospital -.-"

my heart is beating damn fast!!


today i am in the dressing room and u will be able to see different patients cuming in with different wound.. actually i should said scary and disgusting wound!! esspecial those diabetic patients their wound are really gross!! can u imagine a semi circle depression wif the width abt 6cm and the depth abt 3cm..


after my lunch there cum another patient, he hab a minor op by removing his toes nail ytd cause his toes nail grow inward instaed of outward.. so while removing his dressing it bleed profusely and he was habing cold sweat all over his forehead!! den after everything done, the assistant nurse and mi hold him to the bed and rest..


suddenly he fainted!! i trembled and quickly shout for help cause the patient was so heavy tat we coundnt carry him.. fortunately two staff nurse came and rescuse us!! it is so dramatic!! -.-"


dressing room is so happening!!

when down to my aunty house on sat to hab a mini gathering and celebration of mooncake festival.. heex chat ard wif my cousin who i seldom see and i really enjoy my day although i was quite tire on tat day..


heexheex toking abt today was actually my first day of attachment to polyclinic at clementi.. hmmm met a few student nurse and they were all veri friendly and we hab actually went down for lunch together.. polyclinic actually hab many room and each room hab their own function purpose.. as for mi, today i went to room 19 and 20 which function on children immunisation and public immunisation.. so i hab learnt wat were the composary vaccines for the baby in s'pore and wat vaccines the baby took at which month of their age.. early in the morning was damn busy and in the afternoon was damn bored till i nearly fall asleep.. though sum time was kinda bored but at time it was quite fun cause u can see loads of cute babies.. so chubby and cute!!

loads of thing happened ytd but i was too tire to post ydt so hab to post it today..


early in da morning i received a sms on my result.. hmmm kinda say cause didnt do quite well only manage to get 4Bs and 3Cs no hab any A.. so sad case!! so i told myself next sem onward i hab to put in more effort and no more slacking!!


yup when out wif all my sweetie!! spent a wonderful day wif them!! crap ard.. laugh ard.. shop ard.. did loads of stuff wif them!! and we look damn loads pic till i really dunno which pic to uploads.. hohoho!!

+looking like a fish+

+yup she was calling mi shorty+

+wishing from our mr rite+

+she is attach so i also wat she is wishing+

+endless friendship+

+so sweetx+



den today went tanning again wif ariel.. but only manage to tan a short while!! sooo tire!!

+she is hot!!+

i onli left wif 5days of holiday and den will be going for my 3weeks of attachment.. so sad case!!



i was quite busy this few days by helping up wif my sis project.. so the past two days i went down to her kindergarten and help her to do up sum stuff related to transportation.. first day was doing sea transport and the second day was doing on air transport.. heexheex all the thing i hab make was so creative and beautiful.. will upload sum of the pic soon!! i am so proud of it!! hohoho...


yup went down for tanning today to get rid of my two tone of colour on my hand.. but i still didnt manage to get rid the two tone completely.. and now again i go back to my tan skin!! no more fair skin le!! :(

this week was really like hell to me.. working continuously for 6 days!! and i really hate the working environment and the pp there especially a girl who was a ah lian!! she is really bad!! i think only the duty manger is nice!! i will only go back there to work when i really need money badly or i am not gonna go back!!



ok i am gonna move house to yew tee, a 5 rooms flat which was beside the block of my grandmother house.. today when down wif my family to take a look of our new house.. hmmm overall struture was good but only the living room tat was really disappointing!! a little too small than wat we expect..



the most important element to love a person is trust and this is wat i always believe.. but it is kinda difficult to trust a person especially guy.. :(

yup i got the the job from escape team park and today was my 2nd day of work!! hmmm i dun really like the environment there cause there are loads of malays and is kinda difficult to mix ard.. can u imagine there were only 2 chinese out of abt 20 chew!! tat is so sad!! yesterday and today i was station at the 'choo choo train' so i am serving the kids and they were so cute!! but is kinda boring cause both of the day i am at the same station so i hope tml i can hab a different station and i can learn new stuff..



i am so sad!! due to the hot sun it hab cause my hand to hab two tone of colour.. it is soooo ugly!! and my face was like so red now.. hab a sun burn!!



hope tml will be a better day for me..

hoho went for a job interview today at escape team park.. hmmm hopefully i can get this job, they say there will call back if i in for the job lo.. den i onli hab to work for da weekend and school holiday.. so luckily!! but i think i will be pack wif loads of stuff if i get this job...:( cant enjoy my slacking life le!!



a tiring day..

haha i was damn busy since my first day of my vocation.. i went out almost every day!!


sunday was out wif jh and sok to queensway, jh wanna buy lens and can u imagine she took abt 2hrs to learn how to put in and took out the lens.. she is damn cute ok!!


den monday i went for my orientation.. hmmm nothing special went for a tour ard the hospital and a talk by the sister.. but i kinda know who am i going take care of!! they a grp of elderly above 85 yrs old.. and when down to Wil work place to look for him, yup spent a wonderful hour there.. den went down to town wif my sis shopping!! actually i dun intend to buy anything but i still bought a slipper which i love it badly..


tus, went to funan to help my sis to buy a cd player for her kindergarten class and i still hab de deliered it to her.. den saw her tiny little student!! they so cute!!








here are two of the pic i hab taken when they are playing!!



yup and finally today.. went down to my secondary school to visit my teacher cause today is TEACHER DAY!! yup my sch hab a fun fair and i really enjoy my day .. dwn when down to town wif ariel for shopping again.. heex again i dun intend to buy anything but i still bought a t-shirt and my shoes for my attachment.. i am kinda happy finally i hab find a chaep and confortable shoes and it onli cost 16.90.. so is damn cheap!!









yup that is attachment shoes.. so ugly rite!! but i hab no choice still gotta buy..

yup hooray!! it my holiday now.. so happy!! but i was suffering from headache the past few days so i am so sad abt it.. first time in my life i hab a headache tat cause great pain!!



yup when out wif Wil ytd nite to watch The Maid.. hmmm nt really tat scary but the story line was not too bad!! i should say it is scary becox of the sound effect.. i will gab 6.5 out of 10!! really spent a great time wif him.. a wonderful moment!! eat quite aloads fatting rubbish ice-cream and a black forest cake.. so tat's the first day of enjoyment after my stressful exam.. >.<







the table of finish food.. hohoho!!

three more days to end of exam!!

haix i am slacking the past few day.. feeling so down and moody!! and my motivation is damn low.. dun even hab the mood to study and my exam is this friday which is two day later!! i onli start to study a little today.. i am trying hard to figure out what hab happened to mi!!?? but i jus cant figure out!! or maybe is becox i missing sumbody?? i dunno..



i really hab to cheers up.. or i will be doom!! but i really hab a feeling tat i will do well in this cuming exam!! i am sorry!! a very sorry to myself.. :(

hohoho happy birthday to singapore!!



i really enjoy my day!! when shopping with my sisters!! we went to quite a loads of places, city hall, suntec and bugis!! heexheex bought loads of stuff too!! so happy!! bought a new bag, pant, shoes and t-shirt at OZOC.. and sum other stuff from other shop!! wow spend loads of money too but not my money.. hohoho is my dear sis money!! she is damn coolx ar!! love her so much..



anyway city hall was damn pack with ppl.. i think there were going down to see da firework!! so scary..

haiz i thing i am really slacking today.. though when library during my break i only manage to study for 1 hr and the rest of the time i was sleeping.. plus i also when to library after school but was too tire so i went home.. i actually wasted all my time for today!!


heexheex in between my break bella call my hp and i am so surprise.. i was thinking why she know my number..?? den she ask mi to sign sumthing regarding my pract test.. i kinda saw my marks and i saw 47!! but i dunno whether did i see wrongly.. hopefully i am not!! at least this can pull up my marks for my pervious test cause i fail one theory and jus pass my pract test.. hope with this marks i can subtain a "c" grade for my 1036 module.. pray hard!! -.-"


anyway i am going for ktv later wif my sister.. enjoy!!

yup weekend!! but this cuming weekend seem boring to mi cox exam is cuming in one 1/2 week time.. sad case!!



anyway life still need to go on.. when n watch charlie and the chocolate factory, i found it quite interesting .. i love the chocolate river!! but i dun really enjoy the part whereby they kept singing and singing tat was boring..!!






when i am walking to the bus stop, i saw this car.. guess wat!! this car owner was funny, i saw him rolled down the window and switch on his music player so loud till every pp at the bus stop were looking at his car and him.. kinda like wanna show off!! yup i dun mine if he play R&b or hip hope song, guess wat??!! the song i heard was techno song!! TECHNO!! can u imgaine.. cant imagine there are still pp listening to this kind of music.. endangered spieces!!




hohoho i tied this hair for my sis!! is kinda cute.. but too bad cant tied on my own hair!!

hooray hooray i hab taken my 1036 prac test this morning.. hohoho every thing went smoothly and nothing bad hab happened.. i got ah hau to take my test!! didnt manage to see any commen and marks she gab.. hopefully this time round i can score a better result!!



when out wif all my sweeties!! wow they really bought loads of stuff like bell, top, bottom, ring and sunglass!! haix though i saw quite a loads of stuff i really really like but i didnt buy any cause i am broke.. so sad case!! any way i still enjoy myself cause Duan bought loads of stuff for us.. i love every single piece of thing she gab us and it was so damn nice!! hohoho!!


heexheex Duan took this funny picture for mi when the onther two ladies were busy buying their ring!! hohoho!!





haix tml will be a bad day.. gotta do project again!! -.-"

yup did sumthing blur today again!!


i am veri sure tat today lesson start at 11am.. guess wat??!! when i reached the tut room, none of my grp member were there den i kinda remember tat actually there will be no more lesson cox we hab actually finish our last tut during the previous lesson!! haix!! can u imagine i actually double check my table for 2time before i when to bed yesterday nitex.. although i got the time rite but there is no more lesson!! feel like hitting myself.. being so blur all the time!!


coolx meeting all my belover friends for lunch tml and will be getting present from duan!! present!! present!!



1036 prac test tml.. -.-"

haix today wasnt a good day for me.. screw up project on 1028!! we onli hab 20mins to present for this whole project and can u imagine one of our grp member actually took up 3/4 of our time to present onli one part of the big part.. so we onli left wif 5mins to present the rest of this big part!! end up, we didnt manage to finish our presentation.. so sad case!!



after this big thurder storm of the day, i hab my 1036 test.. once again i screw up my short ans question which cost 8marks!! is kinda expensive!! hopefully i can do well on my skill test on this cuming thurs.. :(

i juz cant imagine i actually slept the whole day.. woke up at 12 noon ate my lunch and slept.. den woke up at 6 evening and ate my dinner.. till now i am still slacking!! can u imagine i hab 2 test next week and i am kinda relaxing here.. i'll be doom if i continue doing this tml..



tml will be spending my whole damn day study!! :(

lolx this kagaroo is so cute and the magnificence view!! was taken when my sis was in australia

hohoho sis actually bought loads of chocolate and nougat back!! three new bags and a few tshirt were top up into our wardrobe too..


i was thinking how pp think of love..?? as for mi, i think of love as a commitment and love only works when both people are totally devoted and show care for one other.. but i think it is definitely hard to achieve..